Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Finally something :)

Finally wrote something which I think is worth putting up.

You know how things can bite you in the arse? Trust is one of those things. It can come back and haunt you. Don’t give it away easily. Once you let it go, it can wreak all kinds of havoc. It can mess with your head. It makes you hope it’s a release from loneliness. It makes you believe, that you can’t, won’t be hurt. Nope. Trust can hurt; it can hurt so bad that nothing else matters. Trust gone wrong, trust misplaced, is the worst thing you can do to yourself. Because the pain is not physical, it’s mental, which is worse. It can make you want to kick yourself. Misplaced, broken trust is what starts the whole chain of doubt and questions.

So don’t let anyone know you better than you know yourself. Always, always keep your guard up because letting someone in can be the biggest mistake you ever make. Don’t let someone touch you so much that when they leave you can’t take it. Don’t let them in so much that when they go, you feel like a fool because that feeling does not feel good.

Trust – it can bite you hard..

2 comments:

ME said...

You had me at 'It makes you believe..' I know people who could go on and on on this 1 central idea... You are refreshingly crisp !
Now I'm this trusting kind and you got me thinking.. should the fear of imminent hurt be reason enough to forgo the joy of honoring someone with simple, thoughtless trust...
Anyway, Nikita Approves :*

Ayesha said...

I have 'become' refreshinly crisp. If you read the things i've written before you'll notice that my writing style has changed.

"The fear of striking out shouldn't keep you from playing the game", right? I say trust, but not so much that it comes back to hurt you. Because no one is worth the pain it causes when the trust is misplaced.

Simple, thoughtless trust doesn't exist in today's world.